I wish I have done more for my dearest Daddy
Posted by Doris Tan on 12/9/07 in My Dearest Daddy
Great Wall of China - with my dearest Mum and Dad .. during one of our trips to Beijing.
I wish I have done more for my dearest Dad. I should have seen it coming, but I didn’t. If I had known sooner that my dearest Dad was leaving us so soon, I could have done something about it, I could have got him into the hospital earlier. I could have paid more attention to his daily needs. I don’t think anyone has to feel too sad or guilty as we will meet our dearest Dad again in the next life, even though we miss him very much now.
It’s so ridiculous to wish my Dad back becoz it will never happen. I would do anything just for another second with him. I wish he could dine with us one more time. I wish we could have one more argument together. I wish I could share one more hug or one more pat with him…… the way he used to say goodbye to me when we were home for the weekend. Dearest Dad, I wish I could hear your voice, touch your face, rub your shoulders and tickle your skinny bones. Most of all, I wish that I could say I love you, dearest Dad, I miss you so much, everyone does. Lots of love, Doris (your youngest daughter).
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Jasmond | Dec 9, 2007 | Reply
Our love ones will always remain in our heart, constantly watching over us.
Your happiness and wellbeing is the greatest relief and contentment.
Serine Tan | Dec 10, 2007 | Reply
Dearest Doris
Do take good care of yourself as you still have others love ones to care about. Stay strong, I am sure your dearest dad would like you to be.
Doris | Dec 10, 2007 | Reply
Dearest Serine, Viv and Jasmond,
Thanks for your heartfelt sympathy and love to me. My dearest Dad was one of those very loving and very motivated people. His life was like a sunshine that lit up the world around us. Life wont be the same without him by any means, but we will go on as best as we can.